I eat MEN for breakfast. I live in NASHVILLE.
Okay so Noah came over. We watched the 4th F&F movie, laughed and talked. It was great. He didn’t hold my hand through the movie or even try. I was pretty disappointed. I was actually thinking how frustrated all of this is making me.
After the movie, we talked a lot about American culture. I told him some cool slang phrases we say and explained them. We laughed. It was cute. Then, I asked him about Vietnam and he played some Vietnamese music for me. It was so cute. He played all this romantic music and eventhough I couldn’t tell what they were singing I could tell it was romantic. It was adorable.
Then, he played some Enrique Iglesias music he likes and he sang along. So adorable.
We did this for close to two hours. He asked me questions about American culture and I asked him stuff about Vietnam.
All of a sudden while we’re both quiet listening to the music, Noah gently takes my hand and says,”I really like you. I’m not sure how you feel, but I really like you.”
It’s funny because right before this happened I was contemplating what I was going to do because I was getting frustrated over all this kiss stuff.
I smiled and I could actually feel my face getting hot from embarrassment/shyness.
Then, he abruptly gets up and says he’s sorry because he’s embarrassed. After talking with him about this, he thought I didn’t feel the same way because I didn’t say too much about it. I told him I was just shocked because I didn’t know that’s how he felt. I told him I did feel the same and he said he felt better.
I do feel that way about him; I just keep wondering why he won’t fucking kiss me. I mean I get he’s nervous, but damn.
I told him not to worry about being embarrassed because I’ve been embarrassed around him too and he of course asked why. I explained how I first hugged him and how I was afraid I offended him. He laughed and said he definitely wasn’t offended, but he said he could see why I thought that since in Asian culture hugs aren’t really common.
We then talked about his ex gf and why they broke up. He said they had nothing in common. She wanted to live in the country, loved country music, etc. The girl was really country.
Noah’s a city guy and we have tons in common and basically I’m the opposite of his ex. He even told me I was and that made me happy. I’m not country at all.
At the end of the night, Noah and I hugged three times, but no kiss. I was sad.
It sucked.
I was glad he told me he really liked me, but I was a little sad about it.
